[{"@context":"https:\/\/schema.org\/","@type":"Article","@id":"https:\/\/www.levcik.sk\/depresia-vazenie-vo-vlastnej-hlave\/#Article","mainEntityOfPage":"https:\/\/www.levcik.sk\/depresia-vazenie-vo-vlastnej-hlave\/","headline":"Depresia- v\u00e4zenie vo vlastnej hlave","name":"Depresia- v\u00e4zenie vo vlastnej hlave","description":"Vrav\u00ed sa, \u017ee \u017eivot sa nemeria po\u010dtom n\u00e1dychov a v\u00fddychov, ale po\u010dtom okamihov, ktor\u00e9 n\u00e1m dych vzali. Ka\u017ed\u00fd z n\u00e1s pozn\u00e1 pocit, ke\u010f sa so […]","datePublished":"2018-08-16","dateModified":"2023-04-25","author":{"@type":"Person","@id":"https:\/\/www.levcik.sk\/author\/#Person","name":"","url":"https:\/\/www.levcik.sk\/author\/","identifier":1,"image":{"@type":"ImageObject","@id":"https:\/\/secure.gravatar.com\/avatar\/9cae764794acc12213aa530e21558ed2bd96c03f91e0c3ad21cc1905765be658?s=96&d=mm&r=g","url":"https:\/\/secure.gravatar.com\/avatar\/9cae764794acc12213aa530e21558ed2bd96c03f91e0c3ad21cc1905765be658?s=96&d=mm&r=g","height":96,"width":96}},"publisher":{"@type":"Organization","name":"levcik.sk","logo":{"@type":"ImageObject","@id":"\/logo.png","url":"\/logo.png","width":600,"height":60}},"image":{"@type":"ImageObject","@id":"https:\/\/www.levcik.sk\/wp-content\/uploads\/img_a290780_w16573_t1536078317.jpg","url":"https:\/\/www.levcik.sk\/wp-content\/uploads\/img_a290780_w16573_t1536078317.jpg","height":0,"width":0},"url":"https:\/\/www.levcik.sk\/depresia-vazenie-vo-vlastnej-hlave\/","wordCount":527,"articleBody":"Vrav\u00ed sa, \u017ee \u017eivot sa nemeria po\u010dtom n\u00e1dychov a v\u00fddychov, ale po\u010dtom okamihov, ktor\u00e9 n\u00e1m dych vzali. Ka\u017ed\u00fd z n\u00e1s pozn\u00e1 pocit, ke\u010f sa so sklenen\u00fdmi o\u010dami pozer\u00e1 na svet a zrazu nevid\u00ed ni\u010d akoby jeho \u017eivot nahradila tma. Vtedy prich\u00e1dza sm\u00fatok, aby n\u00e1m dal \u010do najviac poc\u00edti\u0165, \u017ee \u017eivot a rados\u0165 jednoducho nejd\u00fa dokopy. Polo\u017eme si ot\u00e1zku \u010do je to ten sm\u00fatok? Je to nie\u010do, \u010do ost\u00e1va po radosti…po radosti zo \u017eivota. A je to pr\u00e1ve on \u010do zaklope na dvere ka\u017ed\u00e9mu z n\u00e1s, ka\u017ed\u00e9mu kto dostane ranu pod p\u00e1s a potom e\u0161te jednu, ktor\u00e1 ho zhod\u00ed priamo zo skaly a on let\u00ed vzduchom bez toho aby chcel zomrie\u0165, let\u00ed, preto\u017ee ho zhodili, po smiechu vraj v\u017edy pr\u00edde pla\u010d. A vtedy sa za\u010dne oz\u00fdva\u0165 du\u0161a. Prich\u00e1dza ne\u010dakane, \u010dastokr\u00e1t bez zjavnej pr\u00ed\u010diny a \u010dloveka akoby uv\u00e4znila v neexistuj\u00facom tuneli. Nem\u00f4\u017ee z neho von, ale ani hlb\u0161ie dnu. Automat uv\u00e4znen\u00fd a paralyzovan\u00fd vo vlastnom svete. Kedy sa sekundy zdaj\u00fa hodinami. Ke\u010f sa \u010dierna stane farbou v\u00e1\u0161ho poh\u013eadu na svet, ka\u017ed\u00e1 sekunda sa st\u00e1va utrpen\u00edm. Slovo rados\u0165 sa z v\u00e1\u0161ho slovn\u00edka pomaly vytrat\u00ed, a vy strat\u00edte z\u00e1ujem o be\u017en\u00e9 dianie. \u017divot sa v sekunde zastav\u00ed, a vy nem\u00e1te silu ho nakopn\u00fa\u0165 sp\u00e4\u0165. Tak za\u010dnete upada\u0165 do stavu \u00faplnej bezn\u00e1deje, kedy neexistuje \u017eiadne svetlo na konci tunela. \u0160kriabe\u0161 sa von, ale ost\u00e1va\u0161 st\u00e1\u0165 na mieste. Akoby si sa sna\u017eil utiec\u0165 z vlastn\u00e9ho tela, n\u00e1hli\u0161 sa ulicou aby si v sebe zabil v\u0161etky tie pocity sm\u00fatku, bezn\u00e1deje, z\u00fafalstva aj zbyto\u010dnosti. Ale nem\u00f4\u017ee\u0161 sa nad\u00fdchnu\u0165, lap\u00e1\u0161 po dychu, m\u00e1\u0161 pocit, \u017ee sa vo v\u00edre tej bolesti, ktor\u00e1 sa ti vytvorila v hlave udus\u00ed\u0161. Neschopn\u00fd \u010doko\u013evek urobi\u0165, \u010doko\u013evek zmeni\u0165. Objav\u00ed sa ak\u00fdsi pocit podce\u0148ovania sa. Zasvieti svetlo, ako maj\u00e1k pri rozb\u00farenom mori. A ty sa c\u00edti\u0161 tak straten\u00fd a nepotrebn\u00fd, \u017ee upad\u00e1\u0161 e\u0161te ni\u017e\u0161ie, \u010do ti privod\u00ed my\u0161lienky samovra\u017edy. Vie\u0161 pre\u010do? Polo\u017e si ot\u00e1zku, \u010do rob\u00ed skuto\u010dn\u00e1 psychick\u00e1 boles\u0165 s mys\u013eou \u010dloveka? Predstav si, \u010do sa stane s bublinkovou vodou v plastovej f\u013ea\u0161i, ke\u010f \u0148ou pretrepe\u0161. Bublinky sa bud\u00fa sna\u017ei\u0165 dosta\u0165 na povrch. Predstavme si, \u017ee bublinky s\u00fa tou \u00fazkos\u0165ou. Ak je tlak ve\u013ek\u00fd, f\u013ea\u0161a vybuchne. U\u017e viete, \u010do rob\u00ed pr\u00edli\u0161 ve\u013ek\u00fd sm\u00fatok s du\u0161ou \u010dloveka? Ni\u010d\u00ed ju…postupne a pomaly. Zastav\u00ed\u0161 sa na bode z ktor\u00e9ho nedok\u00e1\u017ee\u0161 vzlietnu\u0165. Tvoje schopnosti sa stratili, tvoje z\u00e1ujmy u\u017e neexistuj\u00fa. Nem\u00e1\u0161 silu bojova\u0165, ani najmen\u0161iu chu\u0165 pracova\u0165. Tvoj poh\u013ead je v akejsi ni\u010dote…kles\u00e1\u0161 na dno. Myse\u013e sa sna\u017e\u00ed zbavi\u0165 tvojej radosti a tvoj \u017eivot nav\u0161t\u00edvi negativita. Je to volanie o pomoc v krajine hluchonem\u00fdch. Vitajte vo svete, kde vl\u00e1dne depresia.                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                         4.8\/5 - (9 votes)        "},{"@context":"https:\/\/schema.org\/","@type":"BreadcrumbList","itemListElement":[{"@type":"ListItem","position":1,"name":"Depresia- v\u00e4zenie vo vlastnej hlave","item":"https:\/\/www.levcik.sk\/depresia-vazenie-vo-vlastnej-hlave\/#breadcrumbitem"}]}]